I ain't gonna lie.

I had a pretty crappy day. There were a few good points to it...Well, there actually were quite a few good points, but alot of it was crap. School was bad, but I got my project done. Thank God for that. I get it done and have an oral presentation all ready for it only to hear we were supposed to have a 5 paragraph essay with it!!! I KNOW my teacher never told us that...I ALWAYS write down the assignments...EVERY part! But thank God (again) what I had written to say for my presentation was enough. There's more, but I don't want to elaborate on here.

And I seriously want to know how you're supposed to have you next 50 years of your life planned out before you're out of high school....How is that even plausable?! (There's another vocab word for you, Elisabeth!) I'm trying to listen to what God wants me to do but I still have NO idea...I'm so lost...And frustrated.

Oh man...And then there's the whole "People are hypocrites" end of the day. I finally figured that one out today. Don't you hate it when people act one way around certain people and then a completely different way around others?? And when you know people (say your friends) talk about other people behind their backs, who's to say their not doing the same about you? I've finally figured out that I'm tired of that influencing my life....SO tired. Thank you Pastor Jason. So, as you can see, I had a really good time at youth group....I learned alot (like usual). But now I'm a bit conflicted...But with God, I'll get through it.

I wish it was Thanksgiving already so I can get away from everything for awhile and go see my Grandparents and my beloved friends.

Please forgive my ranting. I wish someone was on to talk to...Don't worry...I'll catch you tomorrow. LOL.

Love you all...I'm going to go to bed and read now.

Goodnight...Could you say a little prayer for me tonight? It would be greatly appreciated.

*Jenneeeeeeefer